Perfectingmyinnereeyore

   Texas is the only place I've ever lived. When my family moved to Dallas, it was hard. I was 5 hours away from my childhood home and all my childhood friends. But moving to Tennessee feels like moving across the world. I'm having to pick up everything and move to a completely new place with new people so very far from everything I've ever known. And to make it better, moving means saying goodbye. And I hate goodbyes.    I become close to people very quick. Its just who I am. And becoming close to people quickly means I've had lots of time to get to know each other which means saying goodbyes kinda sucks..    In this day and age all we have to do is shoot out a text or post a picture on Instagram and you are instantly connected to pretty much any and everyone in the world. So why is saying goodbye so hard? Why do I feel sick to my stomach seeing people for the last time?     For me, I'm afraid I'm gonna lose people. That people who...

" F or I know the plans I have for you, declares the  Lord ,"-  Jeremiah 29:11     I find myself worrying more about the "what ifs" in life than the "what dids". What if I had sung when I was asked instead of making excuses? What if I had spent more time ministering to that kid instead of walking off to talk to my friend? Or What if I had talked to that new kid at church? These questions nag and pull at me all the time! I find myself missing out on the things in life because I am caught up in yesterdays worry's. Some of the worst what ifs in life that i have had to face were: * What if I was her? she is so beautiful! * What if I was her? she is so talented! * What if I was her? Her siblings are so kind to her! Wishing you were someone else is never good! for The bible says: " I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.  Wonderful are your works;  my soul knows it very well." -  Psalm 139:14   ...

This blog is meant to be inspirational, but is also just a place where I can write my thoughts or jot things that I am going through down. Hence the name "Perfecting My Inner Eeyore." This blog began as a place to record my journey through depression and how I am learning and growing more like Christ.