They were always so far away. So far in fact that while devastating and scary they never affected me. But then, it happened. One hit a little to close to home. After years of hearing on the news about a shooting over in that country or that state way over there it was here. My home the city close to where I lived. It was terrifying. I truly wonder how many people are becoming numb to the violence around us. How many people are like "oh it's happening again..." When I was younger, this was not the world I imagined growing up in. Even though my fairy tale world was forever crushed around age 9 but I have to keep asking myself why? What good is coming from this? I've found myself digging deeper into Gods word because we never know what's gonna happen next. God has a plan for it all. But even knowing that sometimes does nothing.